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Sometimes when I'm annoyed at the world, I write cheesy stereotype-subverting anime in my head.

The beach episode has non-squicky fanservice for everyone. The preceding swimsuit-buying episode touches on the body-issues caused in young girls by mass-media and ends with everyone a little more comfortable in their own bodies. Sometimes when the tsundere character tells you to fuck off she actually just wants you to fuck off because you're an obnoxious git. The male characters aren't all useless douchebags.

It makes me feel better.
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30. 8. 2009 2:07 pm | Personal, Syndicated | Tags: | Comment
A few days ago, I came across the concept of mathematical beauty. I'd never heard of it before, and I'm not a mathematician, but it makes complete and perfect sense to me.

I think the same concept should exist for languages; I definitely experience linguistic beauty all the time.

I don't mean words that sounds beautiful or expresses beautiful things, though obviously that exists as well, but just a satisfaction and pleasure derived from the structure of language, and how it works and fits together and makes sense.

Granted, I'm sure a part of my enjoyment of languages comes from the sense of achievement; because they're challenging, but not frustratingly so. But apart from that, languages have a beauty in themselves, in my opinion. Figuring out what an English word means because I sort of know the Latin prefix and a French word that sounds a little like it is satisfying, but the patterns (for lack of a better word) made by the European languages and their incestuous evolution are beautiful in their own right.*


I'm really enjoying Japanese grammar. It's strange and different from what I'm used to, and parts of it are really beautifully elegant. Tim was over at my house the other day when I was reading about qualifying nouns with verbs (I love that. I want to do it all the time), and I tried to explain to him why I found it so pleasing, but it completely didn't work. I think it's one of the things you either get or you don't.


I'm going to have so much fun immersing myself in learning this language in the next year.


*Have I mentioned how much I want to take this course if I get into UCL? I WANT TO TAKE THAT COURSE SO HARD. My ALLCAPS are italicised, that's how hard I want that course.
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Me: finished!
Tim: :O
Tim: rubbish right?
Me: yeah, pretty anticlimactic
Tim: :P
Me: Only a robot the size of a galaxy? Psh.
Tim: didn't think you would like it
Tim: you're a girl after all
Tim: didn't have ANY dresses
Me: well, it had a few dresses
Me: no ponies, though
Me: or unicorns
Tim: but the dresses weren't on men, that's the only reason girls watch gundam
Me: True

Me: Yoko was wearing a suit in the last scene, though, I approved of that
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Note: contains one instance of non-sexual semi-nudity. AVERT YOUR VIRGIN EYES! :O


I miss the library at Durham. :<



Bored doodle. I tend to use more bright crazy colours when I'm doodling; I should try doing that more when I'm actually putting in effort.



Drew this as a present for Tim, 'cause he likes cute girls and so do I. ♥


[info]ladymargaret asked about Copic pens the other day, and inspired me to use them again, so I doodled this:

Stag-beetles are cool. The scrap of wrapping-paper this is on is just too big for the scanner though, by two centimetres or something. It's really irritating. XD



I was planning to try a proper drawing with the markers to-day, but I have a headache fit to appear on the RSOE EDIS AlertMap at the moment, so I think I'll sulk around on the couch instead.


Ooh, I mailed off my application for the JLPT earlier! My mum said she'll pay the fee (without me asking, or anything), which is pretty awesome of her. :D Still haven't got a job, but I've been applying for various things, so we'll see.
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24. 8. 2009 4:35 pm | Personal, Syndicated | Tags: | Comment
Gods, I'm sorry this took me so long to put up. It is warm. I am lazy. ¬_¬

So, when I left off we were staying in Bozen/Bolzano and doing walks in the area. Bozen is a really pretty town:



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19. 8. 2009 6:25 pm | Personal, Syndicated | Tags: , , , | Comment
I leave the internet alone for a day or two, and suddenly the NHS is, to his own and everyone else's great surprise killing Stephen Hawking, and recruiting terrorists. (I don't really know what's worse about that video, the stupidity about socialised healthcare or the unbelievable xenophobia.)

Also someone in the house of lords doesn't approve of porn that is written down. Though the Dangerous Text amendments were dropped, apparently, so fanfic is safe, but my favourite pervy manga is presumably still in trouble. :| This is so stupid, guys. You must have better things to do than making it criminal to be turned on by weird things.


Anyway. I finally put all my postcards and pictures up on the wall the other day, so with the new desk and all it feels even more like a proper room, now:


I also got my JLPT application in the mail this morning. :3 Exciting!


In other news, job searching is still a pain. I can't even think of a bullshit made up reason for wanting to go into a "exciting career in sales", never mind a real one. >_< I'm tempted to just give up on job-finding websites and just look if there's a museum or a library or any interesting place that has a vacancy I'm qualified for*. Or apply for the assistant manager position at Costa in Cobham. -_-

*I know this is sot of obvious, but I've been so focused on the fact that it's so hard to get jobs and that I can't afford to be picky etc. etc. that it actually only occurred to me just now that I might want focus on things that I am actually interested in and suited for. ¬_¬
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Yeah, I finally finished inking those comics, so it's recap time, what what.

Before I get to the meat of the post, though, I would like to recommend an anime to you: Tokyo Magnitude 8.0. Go find a torrent of that now. If you have a good connection, the first episode might've finished downloading by the time you're done reading this entry.

It's about an earthquake hitting Tokyo (you don't say!), and two kids trying to get back home to their parents. I really like disaster stories, if they're well-researched, and this one definitely seems realistic... or if it isn't they're doing a good job selling it as such to me. XD It has a kind of art style I really like, as well; simple and stylised, but solid and based in realism. It suits the story well.

Also every second episode or so makes me almost cry. (The latest one definitely did ;_;)

I really hope it gets licensed, so I can give them some actual money to show my appreciation.


Right, now then!


This part's theme: I am really really unfit.

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I started this way back before graduation, and I just got back to it to-day:





Alien tree lizard babies are fed by both parents, and grow extraordinarily rapidly after hatching. When it reaches between two and three months of age, the parents abruptly stop bringing food in order to coax their offspring out of its nest (usually a former bird's nest in the trunk of a tree), before it becomes too big to fit through the opening. Timid adolescents can find themselves trapped.



I need to stop looking at this and accept that there comes a point where any more work on something is likely to do more harm than good.
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Sky was showing all of the Indiana Jones films in a row on one of its movie channels to-day.

I didn't get much done to-day.

Also, Raiders is the best.


Have a comic about how cool my new phone is!



As an aside, here's the words I've taught my phone so far (in rough chronological order):
● yuri
● XD
● pwned
● raptors
● raptor
● ChairmanWow (to make it quicker to log in to things)
● btw

That's either a statement on me, or my phone's dictionary's inadequacies; make up your own mind.

I haven't decided what to call it yet, which is a deeply significant decision which I will have to put some thought into, clearly. I'm not sure what me buying a smartphone means for the Zlorq family*. Technological singularity?


I've also got a new desk! One that's big enough to work on and not wobbly.


(Picture from aforementioned phone because my camera has no batteries in it.)

Also a drawer unit so my stuff has somewhere to go that's not the windowsill (my mum really hates that).

I went down to the Adult Learning Centre in Cobham to-day, only to be told it hadn't existed for two years. XD Oops. Anyway, I got a brochure at the library (I might get a library card - it's a pretty lame tiny library, but there must be something in there worth reading), and found a Japanese course in Guildford for JLPT practising purposes, but... it might be a tad too easy. The learning goals lists, along with reading hiragana, katakana, and 80 kanji:

"Ask and answer questions using "Nani( =what)", " Dore( = which)", " Doko( =where) etc..."

...yeah, that's not going to take 12 lessons, guys. Really. Trust me. (This is their Level 2 course, apparently. I don't know what they do in Level 1, but it doesn't involve asking any questions.)


I still have one or two of my comics from Italy to finish, and then there will be a big post about it, promise! I've been busy looking for jobs and researching MA courses and assembling IKEA furniture and probably doing something else that I can't remember now. Sleeping.


Ooh, also, I have been reading Dune. I was expecting it to be a bit silly in an old sci-fi sort of way, but it's actually really good so far. Also, I'm a fan of the idea of sending someone to a planet to insert a prophecy legend into the culture there in case anyone needs to get help there however many years into the future. (I've just read that bit and I have no idea if it's going to be an important plot point or if no-one has any idea what I'm talking about. I imagine it's going to be at least a little significant. At least I hope so, because it's an awesome concept.)


This post ended up being longer than I intended it to be.


*Have I mentioned that my phones are named after/represent in some strange way the royal family ruling a small independent moon colony? It was founded by Zlorq III, which is something I named one of my phones once on a whim.
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